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Saturday, May 22, 2010 - Meltdown... :

The town is filled with brilliant light.
The chill of anesthesic 2AM and i can"t sleep
Everything is changing so fast
The lighter's out of oil,
The pit of my stomach is on fire
If everything is such a lie,
Then it really would be better.
I dreamt of wrapping my hands round your neck
On an early afternoon, overflowing with light
I dreamed, with eyes full of tears of clinching your narrow throat...

I want to dive into a nuclear reactor
Surrounded by beautiful blue lights.
If I dive into the nuclear reactor, then i can let it all go...

On the other side of the balcony, the sound of someone climbing the stairs
The clouding sky falls into the room through the window panes.
In the scattering twilight, the Sun is red like teary eyes.
Bit by bit, as if dissolving.
Little by little this world is dying.
I dreamt of wrapping my hands round your neck near the curtains rustled by a breeze.
The words overflowed from your dried up lips, like bubbles...

I want to dive into a nuclear reactor,
So the memories melt away to white.
If I dive into the nuclear reactor,
Then I'll be able to sleep as I did long ago.
That's how i feel...

The second hand on the clock and the officials on tv
Are still there, but the laughter of someone I can't see is echoing through my head.
Allegro Agitato...
My ears won't stop ringing.
Allegro Agitato...
My ears won't stop ringing...

I dreamt that everyone was disappearing,
The emptiness and silence of this room in the night weighs down on me,
I can't breath anymore...

Should I dive into the nuclear reactor?
I know I can disappear,
so I can sleep a morning without me will be much more wonderful than now
Where everything is in gear...
That sort of world...Definitely...


||セバスチャン|| blogged at [2:22 PM]*


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