Thursday, July 22, 2010
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Tears...are the only things i see...
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People say I'm selfish, too emotional, etc...I can't say they're wrong...
Tears have many meaning to it...joy, sad, anger and so on...what I'm experiencing now as I'm posting this post in the combination of all the tears. I'm about to go hay wire if this continues...I rather be alone then to pull my friends down too...come to think of it...why am I even born? World's better off without me...everyone will live their lives peacefully...I'm nothing but trouble, the biggest fool the world ever seen, most selfish guy anyone's ever met. Friends confide in me so I could help them if they're in trouble or having problems...what you know...I've got friend who just tell me to F***k off. I'm never allowed to have my moments. Everyone assumes things about me...just because I don't sms someone...they assumed I've forgotten them...Heartless if that's right to say about me. I don mind the world coming at me...but all I ask for is to stop all the fighting. It really hurts me to see you all like this...and now you want me to take sides...being a big brother to you all really hurts me to see everyone "killing" each other...when will you all stop...enough is enough! Talk about true friends...in my world...none of these exist...but for you all it does...if you want to be true friend with me...there's no future to it. I'm sorry to all that I've done...
From this day on,
しょうたろ あいか ,
never existed,
till he decides to return, which no one knows,
all emotions and feelings will be suppressed by Sebastian Ang
~Sayonara~Minna~
~しょうたろ~あいか~
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