Monday, July 18, 2011
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The anger in my heart's like a ticking time bomb...
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How I wish my heart was a person that I could talk to. But, after years of keeping all the anger, another me was born from my heart and had concealed my true self. What you see ain't me, its a boy that was created from my heart that took over myself. He's one to cover my weak and feeble self in exchange of torment me mentally as I seek refuge inside myself.
Do you wanna know why you'll never earn my respect? Cause you never f***ing respected me once. Respect ain't like a piece of paper that I can give to you. You want it? EARN IT THEN!!!! You know what? Sometimes I think that you do not have social skills to help you in life. Oh...how pitiful. Anyone with common sense will know that after knocking on a person's door will have to wait for the person inside to answer "come in" or come open the door for you. But you...sad to say but you're just SO F***ING RUDE! Who do you think you are? So what you're my parents? Do parents have every rights to do whatever they want? Ya I know, Life's unfair! So what? Do I look like I F***ing care? The world's a bitch and you can't do shit bout that! If you don't like my way of life, well too bad...and if you think my culture is something that can be passed of as a waste of time, then you have crossed the line sir and madam! Today will not be the end of this rage chain...I'll be back with more the next round.
Today's pretty quiet and I'm hardly so quiet these days...wonder what's wrong with me today. Hmm...life's kinda sucky for me...studies going downhill, family's a mess and other personal problems. Sometimes I just wanna cry my heart till I can't cry anymore but somethings just stopping me from doing so.
||セバスチャン|| blogged at [11:49 PM]*